Part of me just doesn't want to be in love.
shaynnee: Don’t get me wrong, I really want to be in love again to feel all those emotions but part of me just stops it from happening. I guess I just hate the feeling from when two people break up and you have that heartache, sometimes it’s just easier not to love so I don’t have to feel that. I don’t like losing people, or disappointing loved ones. Love is a tough thing. It’s beautiful but it...
i wish i could just sit infront of someone. let all my emotions out. scream, cry, laugh. i just want to be able to have someone listen to what i have to say, my feelings. all of them. i hate being trapped in myself. because if i express the least bit of emotion i get judged. or i feel like no one even cares. okay, this is shit. bye.
all i want to do right now is smoke. and i cant.
reisend: You guys don’t realize how much I love you. Thank you for getting me through the day.